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Den 27 januari, det var i dag det h\u00e4nde. I dag f\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan<\/a>. Ett \u00e5r sedan jag m\u00e4rkte att Lina i vila andades snabbare \u00e4n normalt. Ett \u00e5r sedan jag satte min ena hand mot Linas br\u00f6stkorg och den andra p\u00e5 Iris och m\u00e4rkte den tydliga skillnaden. Ett \u00e5r sedan jag \u00e5kte direkt till djursjukhuset och fick det bekr\u00e4ftat.\u00a0Ett \u00e5r sedan jag fick veta att Linas hj\u00e4rta hade slutat fungera som det skulle.\u00a0Att hon hade f\u00e5tt DCM och att det bara kunde sluta p\u00e5 ett s\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n

\u00c4nd\u00e5 har jag vetat att den h\u00e4r dagen skulle komma nu, kunnat f\u00f6rbereda mig p\u00e5 den. De senaste dagarna har jag t\u00e4nkt p\u00e5 allt igen, alla mina sista minnen av Lina \u00e4r ju fr\u00e5n precis den h\u00e4r tiden. Sista promenaderna och utflykterna innan hon blev sjuk, hur fort allt gick sedan, vilket v\u00e4der det var ute d\u00e5, vad vi gjorde, hur det k\u00e4ndes. Allt har kommit tillbaka som en vemodig liten film\u00a0i bakhuvudet och s\u00e5 fort jag inte t\u00e4nker p\u00e5 eller g\u00f6r n\u00e5got annat s\u00e5 ploppar det upp igen; k\u00e4nslorna, tankarna, minnena.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 g\u00e5r jag in p\u00e5 mitt instagramfl\u00f6de och uppt\u00e4cker det fruktansv\u00e4rda. Det som inte f\u00e5r h\u00e4nda men lik f\u00f6rbannat h\u00e4nder \u00e4nd\u00e5. Det som h\u00e4nde f\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan har h\u00e4nt igen och detta var jag inte f\u00f6rberedd p\u00e5.\u00a0Bilden p\u00e5 er tillsammans g\u00f6r ont att titta p\u00e5 f\u00f6r jag vet hur det k\u00e4nns Tessan. Jag l\u00e4ser texten under din bild och inser att det \u00e4r inte bara ett \u00e5r sedan, det \u00e4r \u00e4ven i dag. Det \u00e4r i dag du fick veta och det g\u00f6r s\u00e5 ont i mig! Jag vill n\u00e4stan be om urs\u00e4kt till er Tessan, jag hade kunnat f\u00f6rvarna dig, jag visste ju redan att detta var en skitdag, en hemsk dag!<\/p>\n

Under bilden har du skrivit #fuckDCM och jag kan inte annat \u00e4n att h\u00e5lla med. Jag \u00f6nskar bara att det bara inte hade g\u00e4llt er, att det f\u00e5tt forts\u00e4tta bara vara Linas dag. Inte er. Inte n\u00e5gons!<\/p>\n

Jag gr\u00e5ter f\u00f6r Linas skulle men mest gr\u00e5ter jag f\u00f6r er Tessan, f\u00f6r blondinen och chokladpralinen.<\/p>\n

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Den 27 januari, det var i dag det h\u00e4nde. I dag f\u00f6r ett \u00e5r sedan. Ett \u00e5r sedan jag m\u00e4rkte att Lina i vila andades snabbare \u00e4n normalt. Ett \u00e5r sedan jag satte min ena hand mot Linas br\u00f6stkorg och den andra p\u00e5 Iris och m\u00e4rkte den tydliga skillnaden. Ett \u00e5r sedan jag \u00e5kte direkt … <\/p>\n

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